please rest tomorrow.

oh, that cali love.

Fri, 30 May 2008 22:18:18 GMT

what the hell am i thinking?

Tue, 16 May 2006 16:14:46 GMT

i'm finding it's maybe better to cut people out of your life than to keep them in it in a watered down form.

traveling sister adventures.hahaha

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 20:57:56 GMT

even with a cold&massive headache.
this has been the greatest day ever, thanks to the lilsis.hahah

i haven't cried in a while. today was a first.

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 04:03:11 GMT

it's weeks like these when i miss caleb and patrick more than ever.
i could've used the advice& hanging out at odd hours in the morning on school nights.
if i cant go to PA for christmas, i might run away to memphis for a while.

this week has been hell.
and not just for me, for a lot of people.
it might get better sunday, or possibly worse.
hopefully the first.

i don't want to do what i feel is needed.
i just want to be treated like i actually matter, and that he actually wants to talk/spend time with me.
i haven't been getting that. and it hurts. a lot

nervousness.

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 06:42:46 GMT

tonight was pretty fun.
hanging out with zach.
arguing but for once, not a bad argue, just a funny one.

coming home and talking to that other boy.
the one that makles me really happy.
and that says stuff like "you love me, because the other night at the playground, that's what it's like"
then sending me a picture of myself, saying "see that girl, im going to marry her."
his 18th is friday, and i want it to be great for him :]!